Didn’t actually realize from where to start and from which
to start, but suddenly realized that nowadays, the one word correlation of our
life’s existence is that the lizard’s brain is purely connected with only and
only survival, money and existence. Life yesterday was very simpler where; you
are only directed to hitch your wagon into a star. But, as soon as you touch
the stars, your life becomes so much vulnerable that you also put up an end to
the phrase, ”Papa kehte hai bada naam
karega/karegi”, whatever. Life after college is like, first you forget
everything you’ve learned, the Davis Ritchie’s theorem, then the name of the
two of your teachers and then forget them completely, and eventually
everything.
Things today started crawling my
sharp memory (which sometimes sucks me, when I don’t exactly remember the
birthdays)which , I didn’t eventually forget and the list kept on taking and taking left
and right reverse gears such as , my strong anti-terrorist gang that kept on
making and enjoying nonsense in the classrooms, the times that we all laughed
so hard that tears kept crawling and rolling down our cheeks, the bullshit talks, the heart skipping beats
while seeing a very handsome someone etc etc..! I still remember the stupid
walks and the crazy pranks we all have been through. So, I whole-heatedly say that, ”Somewhere
and somehow you are always haunted by your past anti-terrorist life”:P
But, current updated status
on life is that, ”All you can do is sit
in your office, yawn at bullshit things, sometimes open your thoughts and mind
and think of the person you can mess with. You can only think of building up of
defenses and build armor to get rid of that creeping work. This is not enough,
you also think of banging your head to the nearest clean and painted wall to
stop that defensive action of your boss”. This is something like smelling
your own socks and yakking for. These troubles are not enough until your family
pushes you into the wedding well. What you can only do is to act like a dumb
ass and wait for your turn to be the next ‘Bali
ka Bakra’. Life today is really very erotic and horrible isn’t it? No amazing, magnificent, stupid, unimaginable
world to connect with. Everyone is to suffer, I really mean everyone. All of
the teenagers in the world, I mean every teenager. Not just one me, hundreds of
me or may be even thousands of me. I
only wish to get that crazy and bipolar
life back.
