’Meri duniya hai tuzhme kahee’…..2

She sat over the rocks gaping at the skies of this coming new day. She felt that someone will remove her from that black pit which she has been facing since years. She was none other than ‘Neha’ who was working in the brothel just to fulfill her household requirements. Her family was starving, her younger brother was suffering from cancer and someone killed her parents while she was young. She had no other choice then to force herself in this profession because being a 17 year old girl, she was not given any kind of work to do. So, all she could do was get attacked by many 8 different men in a single night. Her life was like signing a contract to be raped every day. But today, Neha was happy all because she was going to meet Anshul who was following her in the bus. She was happy that someone will surely understand why was she forced to do this. She was trying to understand that even after he comes to know of her worst past, he would surely accept her in the way she is so that, she won’t be forced to disaster herself in that same area. It was her regular visit to the bus exactly at 10. She was standing at the bus stop and she boarded the bus all with many precious dreams to tell Anshul that even she loves him. But after she boarded the bus, she was shocked to find that Anshul was missing from the bus. Somewhere, this created mountains of questions as what must have been the reason for his absenteeism. Still, she waited for the next day. Again she found Anshul missing from the bus. This got repeated till one month.

Now after few days, she saw him on that same ‘chai-ki-tapri’ which was near the bus stop. She wanted to ask the reason of his absenteeism in the bus and so she waited in that same queue. Now, Anshul was drinking his tea and soon after he swallowed his last sip, he found Neha approaching towards him. He quietly kept his tea glass and decided to move. As Neha stood infront of him, he had nothing to say and leave her the way she is living her life. He without even gazing at her, decided to leave her and continue to live as he was living before he met her. While Neha  on observing that silence in his eyes, got to know that the problem is in her and it was only she who played hard with lot of expectations and the weirdest idea that anyone from this society will ever at least try to love her once. This broke her completely and with a heavy sigh of pain, she got back to her own world ’brothel’...Neha from that very day never saw Anshul neither he decided to pull her out from that danger zone which she had been suffering so long. 

The reason why Anshul left her was that ‘Neha’ was different quite different and may be that forced him to take this decision to leave her. Then, he also had a society which was so attached to him. Well, in that case how could have he introduced her in the world he need to have survived.  May be, Anshul was right. But, what about Neha? Wasn’t he responsible to break her heart? Wasn’t he responsible to provoke the level of expectations in her? Why couldn’t he think of talking to her? May be, somewhere someday, we all have been in Anshul’s place. But, very few of us have been to Neha’s place because she was something different, rather everything about her was different. She was a prostitute, but all before that she was that simple girl who made Anshul’s heart beat faster. 

Yeah, she has now lost the existence of her smile, but somewhere Anshul could have managed to bring that lost smile back. Yeah, she is not accepted by the society, but somewhere Anshul could have tried introducing her to this society. Yeah, she was a prostitute, but somewhere Anshul could have managed to get her some other profession. I won’t blame Anshul for this, but I will blame many such people like ‘Anshul’ who after knowing the true identity of a girl leaves her just because she is different, rather very different. But, what about ‘Neha’ who once thought of adorning herself into the shoes of a girl who had only ‘LOVE’ and exhilaration with no more men in a night……It was wrong for Neha to say ’Meri duniya hai tuzhme kahee’…..    

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