”Jab koi baat bigad jayee”...!! 2

The lights in the party started appearing pretty to Sneha. It had all that comfort and security which Sneha dreamt of this someday. Dance filled the atmosphere with affection. Dhruv looked at her and he rolled his eyes and took her hand. His hand was soft, but hard with muscles. Both stood together and his hand was in hers. Although, she was nervous to lend her hand, but Dhruv’s eyes had that overwhelming emotion which strongly made her to rely on him. Now, the world started seeming beautiful to her. He touched her around her waist and she held him by her left hand on his shoulder. She eventually struggled to focus at him, but he was easy focusing on her. Song, ”Jab koi baat bigad jayee”, filled the environment with a layer of warm blanket. Dhruv could feel her heart‘s fast thud through his touch. So, he made her peered by saying,”Just relax”. Sometimes, holding hands firmly is a sign of new journey that don’t chip in anyway either. Both of them appeared as a perfect made for each other couple in the party. Sneha got insane at Dhruv’s  single touch and yes, this was the most natural thing that made her ready to confess what she wanted to. 

After they were returning back from the party, Dhruv drove the car and Sneha was enough with her words, but the whole way they didn’t talk. Both were silently watching the things going around. Although, Dhruv was watching her, but she was battling with her own feelings and her own interlinked relations. No doubt, She loved Dhruv, but  she had no idea what actually was going around. The burden of her past was pressing her hard and she was pushed below it.  She was crying hard by looking outside the window. Her eyelashes got stuck to each other and a drop of lone tear flowed from her cheek. She started blinking, but her mascara got spread and still she tried hard in wiping that tear. Dhruv’s eyes stood observing her and he asked, ”What happened Sneha?”. “Nothing Dhruv, actually my mascara got spread”, Sneha replied controlling the tears and looking away from him.”Sneha, just look at me, I really cannot see you getting hurt this way”, he said pressing his left hand onto hers.  This feeling of his touch made her to say,” Dhruv, I love you….and you won’t leave me anyday na?” Hearing this, he again asked, ”What is wrong Sneha? Just tell me”, he said. Looking at him, she blinked again and got lost in the threads of worst memories. Holding his hands tightly on the gears she said,” Dhruv, I was raped”. 

 Hearing this, he lost his control and lost his balance. His car got collapsed to the side breaker.  Sneha got frightened and Dhruv  applied reverse gears and  parked the car on the left and opened the gate. Seeing him in this state even Sneha stepped out of the car. Dhruv sat on a bench and so did Sneha. She took his hand onto hers and uttered,”  Dhruv, you know 2 years back, my life was intensified with the fear of that dark night which didn’t have an end. It seemed totally foolish to think the way I was unanimously touched by my own cousin, whom I trusted more than my parents. My parents had to urgently leave for my ancestral place so, they trusted him and left me alone considering him as my care-taker for a night. While, I was sleeping in my bedroom, he knocked the door and asked me for a glass of water. As I went inside the kitchen, he grabbed me around my waist and laid me down on the floor. I started screaming, but no one helped. I cried…. I cried in pain…. I cried because I felt weight in my chest…. I cried because my hymen broke… I cried because my bleeding brought that stiff blood on the floor…I cried because he attacked me like a wild animal…. I cried because his teeth had a harder impact on my neck…..I cried because I was dying in pieces and I cried because my body was destroyed easily. That dark night brought with me those deepest unseen wounds which only had nightmares and harassment.  

After mom and dad returned, they found me lost and confused into that darkness, so they took me to the doctor and she told them that I was pregnant. I initially decided not to tell the incident of that night-which brought shame to me, but later I confessed these things to them. They noticed that fear would fade in me, so they decided not to inform the police. But, since I got pregnant, mom decided to abort this child. After the abortion, that same pain and more than that the pain of stepping into that dark kitchen haunted me. It was then I started hating men. When there was no option in freaking this hell out of me, I was completely torn in solitude. This scene was so unpleasant to my eyes that I could not think what life was doing to me, I only thought of ending my life. Rather I killed a girl from inside, who didn’t possess any emotion to cry”. Sneha’s eyes were wiping in pain and she cluthed his shirt and continued, “But after meeting you, I started feeling peace in my heart. I don’t know what miracle you had, but the words you shared stole my heart. I became that newly born girl, who had started developing emotions. Your presence was like that sun covering those dark clouds of my life.  I tried to confess this to you, but I was woven with my parent’s promises. But, that darkness most frightened me. I wanted to open up the things with you, but that fear of separation from you always stood by my dark side and it became very difficult to express my hardness from the past”. Dhruv ‘s reaction was not normal, it had that anger which was about to bust. Now, he had only emotions but no words to express this grief. Now, what will be Dhruv’s reaction? Will his decision ruin Sneha’s living? What will be Dhruv’s next decision? Want to know more? Wait for the next part….coming soon……!!

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